My Decision

I rejected the client offer for a regional job.. Am I stupid? I’m not sure but my mind is set. Everyone around me is very supportive.. I hope it is a right choice.

People tend to think that you get a job offer! Wow.. that is so great! But seriously I feel otherwise this time. I’ve a good job and good colleagues therefore it is a tough decision. You need to make a decision.. and you are sure to regret no matter what you choose.. My colleague says 1 thing to me which I totally agree. You will only regret later when you are not happy.. You tend to look back and ask yourself that if I would have chosen the other option.. Wouldn’t I be happier now? Human are greedy!!

I just want to write this down so when I regret.. I can look back..

“Remember…. I choose to go back to my company because of my colleagues and bosses.. They understand and care about me.. we are a great team although we are going to be separated after the repatriation but at least we are still in the same company. We have the same mission and vision.. I know they will always be there for me when I need it!! and the retention bonus for accepting the new assignment play a part too.”

Wish List!!

Metallics silver and bronze colour... I love the silver one!! metallics silver can match anything.. so classy, elegant and gorgeous.. it can be use all-year round.. day, night, work, dinner.. never out of style.. When they first launched the Mahina L & XL.. I already fall in love with it.. but the size is a little too big for me.. I don't have that much to carry.. Now the XS size is in market and need to go check it out... The size might be still a little big but I doubt there will be a XXS in market.. haha! Gosh! I want this... thinking, craving and must have... so now need to cool off... cause it is over priced and it is going to burn a hole in my pocket..

Happy Mother's Day

Happy Mother's Day

To my dearest Mum, we wish you a Happy Mother's day... thank for taking care the 4 of us.. I know is not easy as you struggle to make end-meet... we love you...

I gave her a choice of either nice meal or ang bao.. and she actually want a "pig trotter in vinegar".. so I called her when I was outside.. thinking I can get her a popular pig trotter with vinegar from Foch Road but she says jie jie is buying her Thai pineapple and fried fish from the Thai restuarant in Yishun.. and she is stuck in traffic jam :)

No dinner outing on actual day cause it is always crowded but will definitely buy mum a nice meal..

Say NO! NO! NO!

Had a call with my boss this morning... feel much better although not the best feeling.. he already support it.. so it is really up to me now..

I need to know how to says NO... NO.. NO. to people for pushing me.. & I did it.. just an hour ago.. haha!! Now I'm feeling bad.. but I shouldn't be :)

ENOUGH!!

Finally I made up my mind…

I’ve enough... am really enough…

Really feel like shouting out LOUD!!

Moody Week........

very moody week.... and weekend burned!!

work again!!

So Sweet

Last night I bump into Johnie at my workplace lobby... We had a chat and promise to meet soon for a drink.. He suggested a new place at Punggol Park (near Hougang).. I know I've neglected all my friends because of my new job..

We had a short chat and I had to rush off because it was late and I was really hungry.. he was also with a friend who came back from Thailand..

This morning.. I received sms from Johnie..

"Just want to remind u to relax at work and don't be too stress out.. you can do it de"

He is so sweet :)

What Does My Birthday Mean?

June 21

Lucky Color: Lilac
Personality Strengths: Determination, Chivalry

Personality Weakness(es): Impatience
Successful Career Path: Fashion
Sense of Humor Style: Quick-witted
Adjectives to Describe You: domineering, daring
Also born on June 21: Prince William

Description:Cute and charming - you are immensely popular and well-liked by all those around you. Bubbly and vivacious, you are the life of the party and everyone wants to be like you.

Gosh! I'm in the wrong career...

What Does My Name Mean?

W = Worthy
I = Important
N = Natural
N = Nocturnal
I = Influential
E = Energetic

祭祖春游

Wake up at 9am.. went to Bedok Chin Siong to get a roasted chicken, roast pork and char siew for daddy... then had my fave yong tau foo.. the price finally went up.. it is now 25 cents per piece after so many years.. Mum and me still enjoyed it..

This year, we went a little bit earlier than last year.. it was still packed and crowded.. police was around to control the traffic..

Hey my dear daddy & granny.. I'm here to see you again!! Once a year and time really fly... This year I take charge of praying, arranging the items, cleaning and burning.. cause I'm the only child that went 祭祖 with mum. Jie Jie has to look after two monkey, Mei Mei got to look after 5 doggies and Bro D is working..

As usual I report to daddy what is going on at home.. and mum complaint to daddy about Bro D.. I think daddy not so interested.. haha! :P

My Nice Boss

My boss always MSN me when we are on conference call.. Even when he is the presenter... He can really multitask..

I'm so lucky to have such a nice boss that we can joke.. he don't even track me on what I do.. he leave it all to me.. he don't even question..

Boss: how do you think the review is going
Bear: i think the result is good
Boss: so are you having fun with XXX :)
Bear: Kill me!!
Boss: no - not yet we need you to complete the negotiations
Bear: :) u are a lady killer... handling so many ladies at one go..
Boss: no - my wife keeps me squarly in check....lol
Bear: haha!!

My Sketch

My sketch..

nice?

Nico's 1st Birthday

31 March 2008 marked Nico's 1st birthday...

Nico is created by his Singaporean daddy and Japanese mummy.. so she need to experience the traditional Japanese ceremony for child who reach their 1st 365 days of life.. On this day, It means that Nico has to shouldered a Bag Of Rice (abt the weight of Ten Cups of Glutinous Rice. Ten-Cups in Old Japanese means "Whole Life". A symbolism of "Ones will shouldered the load of their own life and walk on" :P

I thot Patrick was just joking.. how can a baby carry that amount of rice and walk? According toYasuko's experiences with other kids during this ceremony. Children cries loud and most would not even step out. However, the brave little Nico walk (tho she did cry)..

See these lovely pic.. it just pain my heart.. a little cute baby with such burden..

Poor but BRAVE Nico..

Happy Family..

What a Bad Day!!

Yesterday was a BAD day for me...

1st, I was locked out of the system by company admin all day.. I struggle with the IT department thinking that my password has expired.. after lunch, we realized that I was transferred to another company without my knowledge. Obviously, it was a mistake by HR.

2nd, there was a news in the office.. that I'm not suppose to share... People think is a good news but I'm not sure.. somehow, there are rumours spreading in the office.. and people are asking me.. I've to act BLUR!!

3rd, continuously 2 nightly conference calls that start at 8pm.. I have to leave office at 6pm in order to be home for the call.. but as usual, I was delayed.. I stayed in office till around 6.45pm and there was a traffic jam due to the rain.. while driving along the AMK Ave 5, a stone flew to my windscreen and created a 1.5cm “snow flake” crack on it.. and I was late for the call :(

A Tough Decision

Need to make a tough decision over the next 3 weeks…

Baffling.. confound.. perplexed.. ponder… what is my future?

Happy Easter!

Happy Easter to my Family & Friends

Office MSN Chat

Super bo liao msn chat...

Winnie says: better be nice to me lor and bring it down for me.. ! I got yr "ba bing"...
*tIrEd eSpRiAl* says: hmmmmmmmmm
Winnie says: wa ha ha ha ....so funny
*tIrEd eSpRiAl* says: bad bad bad girl
Winnie says: be nice....
*tIrEd eSpRiAl* says: bad turtle
Winnie says: u scold me chao turtle..
*tIrEd eSpRiAl* says: i din say chao i say bad
Winnie says: chao sound nicer...
*tIrEd eSpRiAl* says: tt sounded crude
Winnie says: sound cute... ha ha! chao = smelly... better than bad... bad = rotten already...
*tIrEd eSpRiAl* says: u tnk too far.. my bad refers to naughty

What Is Wrong With Me?

I've been really tired everyday.. working late and rushing report.. at time, i was still on conference call or checking emails at 11pm.. my eye bag is so black and swollen.. yet I cannot sleep on weekend and I wake up really early :(

Goaarrrrrrrrrr.... I'm so damn tired now..

My Mobile

Got a new hand phone yesterday.. haven't been using a hand phone for so long.. so I'm experience difficulty in adjusting to the keypad.. This is my 3rd hand phone as most of the time hand phone was provided by company..



My first hp.. Ericsson 388.. It cost me around S$600 (I think so).. it is a wonderful phone.. no matter how many time you drop it.. it is still working.. hard and solid..

In between I used a couple of Ericsson and Nokia phone that were sponsored by company.. until 2006, I got the HP IPAQ phone for myself at S$900..



The HP phone is nice with good and useful function .. but the 2 negative points are soft ring tone and it occasionally hanged! The ring tone is the biggest struggle for me.. it is so soft that I always ended up with "miss call".. I dropped it a few times, it was still functional except the plastic cover cracked and there is no way to get replacement :(



This is my latest N95 8GB.. got it at S$508 after trade in the HP IPAQ 6828 for S$150.. It look soft and fragile.. so I'm really panic and handling it with extra care.. I'm very fond of dropping my phone.. so this is a great challenge for me.. Now I need to get use to the function and not having a touch screen capability.. One good thing is... ringing tone is really loud so I won't get "miss call" again.. My little sis owned the same phone so I intend to get a crash course from her :)

I'm Flat

After 4 months of curled hair.. I've decided to go flat again! I think straight hair is more suitable for me as it require lesser time to take care and cream it.. But I've a bad habit.. I will very quickly forget all the curl hair disaster after a few months and will start to think of curling it again.. hehe! :)